there are times when we tend to feel down and out for no apparent reason...it may not be becoz of anything in particular, just tht u get to knw everything last of all, u figure out stuff after all others, all relationships are topsy turvy and most of all suddenly the ppl u love best expect u have an independent life of ur own!!
u then start to really feel as if u dont belong....but with a person like me, it goes further than this...i feel as if i dont belong to the now....i tend to feel tht in the normal course of things also, but at times like this, the feeling gets aggravated and a cyclical tendency sets in place.....but the times are a changing and this time instead of a "why do i even exist in this world? why cant we have an option of a better world?" and so on, wht did get into my head was a thought, " if God sent me in this present, i must belong to the nw"......tht is my option, i can choose to live my life or i choose to let life govern me:)
it seems very simplistic, but look at it a 2nd, 3rd or even a 4th time, and its a very powerful idea....we belong in the present, there is nothing else to it....and tht is real and there is no way around it.....either think of urself stuck with it or accept it...:)
so dear girl think, but not so much so as to want to no longer think.....and more importantly live for there is but one life, dont really knw abt the others nw do we?